The Forest's Wish
The gods wanted flesh.
They reached for skin
and found ache and sorrow.
They took love
and left.
Destitute.
Wandering.
They wanted weight.
So they took on ache.
They took on sorrow.
They took on love —
and felt themselves
begin
to end.
Mortality told the truth
without speaking:
it passed
through them
Energy is only pure
when it can be lost.
And so
they stayed.
In flesh
came the cost of holding —
ache
that lingers,
sorrow
that settles,
love
that does not leave
without taking
To feel
is to keep
what cannot be kept.
To love
is to stand
inside that knowing.
Nothing lasts.
Not even this.
And still
it matters
that it was here.
Flesh only feels real
when it opens to softness
The ache of existence
is not something to escape
It is something that draws closer
the moment we do
Held
just long enough
to be known —
like water through fingers,
like moonlight through leaves.
The trees
have always known this —
how to hold
and let go
in the same breath
They grieve
without asking why
We grieve
and call it breaking
But somewhere
in it —
there is a hand
that does not close
And something in us
that stays openㅤ
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Reframing grief as the "cost of holding" is such a devastating perspective—it suggests that the pain we fear isn't a sign that we’re breaking, but simply the proof that we were brave enough to let something matter. Great read ✨
I am scared of knowing.
It can not be undone - maybe.
What are we investing to keep and preserve what we have already?
Instead we push further and further as if there was a magic key that would make gain lose its name - pain.