ahead
these words
are already ahead of me
guiding
before I reach them
they settle
under skin
not placed
but held
something
staying
a last sensation
before time
reaches in
peeling back
to bone
and past it
where bone
was meant to end
gravity loosens
not gone
just… forgotten
before it could
be kept
what held me
doesn’t remember
how
and something quieter
than silence
draws the cold closer
wraps it
without touch
no sound
just the sense
that it was never needed
and still—
something
remains
not in me
but where
I was
and even that
begins
to loosen
as if
the place
didn’t lose me
I just
arrived too late
to still be there
these words
never left
they settle
under skin
and something
still
answers
as if
there’s anything
left
to feel them
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This makes me think of all the words that arrive and go unspoken. Because sometimes they scream beneath.
This captures the haunting ache of realizing that our presence might be something we only truly recognize in the wake of our own departure ✨